Chin up, chest out
You’ve got nothing to fret about
If you’ve been defeated, you’re not on my side
And if that’s true, then you’d better run and hide
My people will never know what it means to lose
The outcome of your life I’ve left for you to choose
I’ve come to wipe away the tears you’ve cried
Only I can reward you for all the times you’ve tried
Don’t be afraid of the shadow the devil has cast
You have the authority to dictate how long his influence in your life will last
Dance and sing for the blessings that are on their way
Are you still worried that I work on a time delay?
Stop giving truth to Satan’s outrageous lies
You are the one who must sever those oppressive ties
It looks as if we might need to review
You can’t seem to remember how much I love you
All the generations of people brought together so that you could be
But you still make the amateur mistake of limiting me
I protect what’s mine and demolish all that mean you harm
No one will ever outrun the stretch of my reaching arm
I don’t ever want to be out of your sight
If I am you’ll go blind because without me there is no light
All-powerful I am, but I have a weakness for you
I not only see but feel everything you do
When you stray, I mourn and cry out that your heart may hear me
I do everything I can to warn you of the dangers you can’t see
I just want to hold you and reveal myself
But I can’t do that if you leave me on the shelf
I want to dig so deep in your soul that you’re turned inside out
Can you tell me that the world knows what that kind of love is about?
I’m calling you now, casting out my net
Hello, my name is Jesus, but we’ve already met.
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Friday, June 11, 2010
Tales of a Love Sick Heart
Another day full of yearning and frustration
Another day of trying to reclaim my concentration
I strive to keep my actions pure and my vision clear
Yet, I seem to get so caught up in what my heart holds dear
If he’s not for me then, yes I’ll let him be
But God, dear God please just tell me!
I know my love should only be for you
You need to be the reason behind everything I do
Maybe I have too open and loving of a heart
Every single day I feel like I’m being torn apart
No, it’s all a test to see if my intentions are true
Cleanse me daily so I can start over anew
I’m used to letting my feelings lead me astray
But I will not stop dying to self, not for one day
Here I go again, out into the fire
Staying focused on you God, my one and only desire
Another day of trying to reclaim my concentration
I strive to keep my actions pure and my vision clear
Yet, I seem to get so caught up in what my heart holds dear
If he’s not for me then, yes I’ll let him be
But God, dear God please just tell me!
I know my love should only be for you
You need to be the reason behind everything I do
Maybe I have too open and loving of a heart
Every single day I feel like I’m being torn apart
No, it’s all a test to see if my intentions are true
Cleanse me daily so I can start over anew
I’m used to letting my feelings lead me astray
But I will not stop dying to self, not for one day
Here I go again, out into the fire
Staying focused on you God, my one and only desire
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Go DEEPer
Look around at all the differences you see
Not one of you looks exactly like me
Now go further and tap into the love you can feel
This is DEEP, a place where the damaged are called to heal
We are not perfect in anyway
But when you’re here God is sure to keep the devil at bay
You’re in the presence of sinners who’ve become saints
These are the beauties a great artist would retire of after he paints
This is a safe place to let go of your past
You’d be surprised how close God is after your burdens are cast
The family you always wish you had is to your left and right
Time to take the gloves off because we are not here to fight
Take it from me, you'll never make it if you try to fake it
God gave these people the eyes to see you spiritually naked
So relax your balled up fists
And stop compiling your judgmental lists
Do you hear God whispering in your ear? No, it’s not me
But I can hear him telling you this is where you’re supposed to be
We are your spiritual soulmates, but you can call us DEEP
And here, all the treasure God gives you can keep.
Not one of you looks exactly like me
Now go further and tap into the love you can feel
This is DEEP, a place where the damaged are called to heal
We are not perfect in anyway
But when you’re here God is sure to keep the devil at bay
You’re in the presence of sinners who’ve become saints
These are the beauties a great artist would retire of after he paints
This is a safe place to let go of your past
You’d be surprised how close God is after your burdens are cast
The family you always wish you had is to your left and right
Time to take the gloves off because we are not here to fight
Take it from me, you'll never make it if you try to fake it
God gave these people the eyes to see you spiritually naked
So relax your balled up fists
And stop compiling your judgmental lists
Do you hear God whispering in your ear? No, it’s not me
But I can hear him telling you this is where you’re supposed to be
We are your spiritual soulmates, but you can call us DEEP
And here, all the treasure God gives you can keep.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
24 hours is a looong time
On May 25, 2010 (Wednesday) God put it very heavily on my heart that I needed to fast. Over and over I told myself that this was just a fluke and I didn’t really need to fast. As the day went on, God made it pretty obvious that He was NOT playing around. So I caved (thankfully) and committed to a 24 hr fast without any solid foods (only 1 can of cream of tomato soup, ½ a smoothie, and a variety of beverages).
I started at 7:30 pm determined as ever that I was going to be so close to God that I could smell his breath. Didn’t turn out how I planned though. I was, initially, so committed to reading my Bible for a whole hour while I was at work (regrettably I didn’t), I said I was going to listen to my 2 sermons on the train to work (couldn’t because I forgot my ipod), I was going to read some Christian literature (forgot the books in my other purse)… nothing was going the way I’d planned.
By 5:30 pm I was growing impatient, dangerously hungry, and unfaithful. I kept saying, “God will be happy that I fasted for 23 hours”, “I should just give up now since I didn’t do most of the things that I said I wasn’t going to do anyway”, and “I knew I couldn’t do it; I eat like ten times a day (my hips don’t lie!)”. The only thing I’d done right is not eat solid foods and I couldn’t see how doing that alone would bring me closer to God.
So at 6:15 pm I gave up. We had just gotten a McDonald’s coupon in the mail and I was going to use it. So I packed up my house shoes and my P.O.ed tummy and set off. On the way, traffic was backed up so I turned on my Joyce Meyer sermon (love her!) to hold me over. She happened to be talking about determinism. There was no way that was a coincidence! The Holy Spirit said, “Listen! This fast is not wasted. You may not have done everything you said you were going to do, but not all is lost. You didn’t keep your promise, but God always keeps his and he said he was going to see you through.”
Yes I bought my McDonald’s but right at this moment (7:26 pm) it is sitting on the counter waiting for me to come through on my end of the fast so God can show me that he always comes through on his. He made it clear to me that in these last few moments he knew what was going to happen all along. He knew I wouldn’t study like I said I would and that I would forget my ipod and miss my sermon. He knew the Devil was going to convince me that it was all in vain and try to get me to let down God, but God had a plan. His plan was to show me that he doesn’t go back on his promise no matter what I do. The Devil distracted me and tempted me all day (and I’d be lying to say I successfully refused him every time). He just knew he’d won.
BUT God used my disobedience and my weakness to show his glory. It is now 7:30 pm and I didn’t finish my fast… God did (I still haven’t eaten any solid foods). I didn’t do all the things I said I would do to be closer to God, but I’m closer anyway because he saw me through like he said he would. I’m writing this for any who take the time to read this. God has used me to show you that even when you don’t do everything you said you’d do for him, as long as you keep trusting him, he’s going to do everything he said he would do for you. All the power and glory to him!!!!! Time to for my fries!
I started at 7:30 pm determined as ever that I was going to be so close to God that I could smell his breath. Didn’t turn out how I planned though. I was, initially, so committed to reading my Bible for a whole hour while I was at work (regrettably I didn’t), I said I was going to listen to my 2 sermons on the train to work (couldn’t because I forgot my ipod), I was going to read some Christian literature (forgot the books in my other purse)… nothing was going the way I’d planned.
By 5:30 pm I was growing impatient, dangerously hungry, and unfaithful. I kept saying, “God will be happy that I fasted for 23 hours”, “I should just give up now since I didn’t do most of the things that I said I wasn’t going to do anyway”, and “I knew I couldn’t do it; I eat like ten times a day (my hips don’t lie!)”. The only thing I’d done right is not eat solid foods and I couldn’t see how doing that alone would bring me closer to God.
So at 6:15 pm I gave up. We had just gotten a McDonald’s coupon in the mail and I was going to use it. So I packed up my house shoes and my P.O.ed tummy and set off. On the way, traffic was backed up so I turned on my Joyce Meyer sermon (love her!) to hold me over. She happened to be talking about determinism. There was no way that was a coincidence! The Holy Spirit said, “Listen! This fast is not wasted. You may not have done everything you said you were going to do, but not all is lost. You didn’t keep your promise, but God always keeps his and he said he was going to see you through.”
Yes I bought my McDonald’s but right at this moment (7:26 pm) it is sitting on the counter waiting for me to come through on my end of the fast so God can show me that he always comes through on his. He made it clear to me that in these last few moments he knew what was going to happen all along. He knew I wouldn’t study like I said I would and that I would forget my ipod and miss my sermon. He knew the Devil was going to convince me that it was all in vain and try to get me to let down God, but God had a plan. His plan was to show me that he doesn’t go back on his promise no matter what I do. The Devil distracted me and tempted me all day (and I’d be lying to say I successfully refused him every time). He just knew he’d won.
BUT God used my disobedience and my weakness to show his glory. It is now 7:30 pm and I didn’t finish my fast… God did (I still haven’t eaten any solid foods). I didn’t do all the things I said I would do to be closer to God, but I’m closer anyway because he saw me through like he said he would. I’m writing this for any who take the time to read this. God has used me to show you that even when you don’t do everything you said you’d do for him, as long as you keep trusting him, he’s going to do everything he said he would do for you. All the power and glory to him!!!!! Time to for my fries!
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Ready When You Are
I don’t ask of you to be perfect because that you will never be
I just ask that when you feel that weakness, come to me
We can start over and do it right
I want you with me during this fight
You’ve done wrong, but don’t hide
In me is where you need to confide
My love for you will not change
There’s no where you can go where you’ll be out of my range
You think I’m blind to you but your heart still calls
No matter how deep the hole in which you fall
Without me, you won’t get out alive
Regardless of the good deeds or how hard you strive
I don’t want to lose you, but know you better not lose me
You go through life as a locked door and only I have a key
Aren’t you curious to see what I’ve hidden within you?
All the abilities you’ve been given for the things you’re going to do?
Let me show you what lies ahead
Or are you content with sleepless nights lying in bed?
Yes, I see and hear you wondering what you were made for
Why everything you do in life ends up being a bore
It’s because you don’t have me to liven up the stale
You live every second in Satan’s invisible jail
You say you’ve had enough but I know it’s not true
If it was you’d be with me and that decision is long overdue
I just ask that when you feel that weakness, come to me
We can start over and do it right
I want you with me during this fight
You’ve done wrong, but don’t hide
In me is where you need to confide
My love for you will not change
There’s no where you can go where you’ll be out of my range
You think I’m blind to you but your heart still calls
No matter how deep the hole in which you fall
Without me, you won’t get out alive
Regardless of the good deeds or how hard you strive
I don’t want to lose you, but know you better not lose me
You go through life as a locked door and only I have a key
Aren’t you curious to see what I’ve hidden within you?
All the abilities you’ve been given for the things you’re going to do?
Let me show you what lies ahead
Or are you content with sleepless nights lying in bed?
Yes, I see and hear you wondering what you were made for
Why everything you do in life ends up being a bore
It’s because you don’t have me to liven up the stale
You live every second in Satan’s invisible jail
You say you’ve had enough but I know it’s not true
If it was you’d be with me and that decision is long overdue
You're On Your Own
Breath in, breath out
I won’t join you when you scream and shout
I’ve given in to you many times before
Now I’ll just save us both time and show you the door
Most of my time with you has never resulted in peace
My inner turmoil and restlessness wouldn’t cease
Well, your era has been and gone
I’m bored with it, so now I’ve moved on
The love I have for you will never die
But to say our relationship will be the same would be a lie
I refuse to forget the good times we shared
When we actually acted like we cared
For this is all sincere so don’t take offense
But going on like this doesn’t make sense
Not on you, but on this absurdity I give up
Because my life is just too good to let you continue to interrupt
I won’t join you when you scream and shout
I’ve given in to you many times before
Now I’ll just save us both time and show you the door
Most of my time with you has never resulted in peace
My inner turmoil and restlessness wouldn’t cease
Well, your era has been and gone
I’m bored with it, so now I’ve moved on
The love I have for you will never die
But to say our relationship will be the same would be a lie
I refuse to forget the good times we shared
When we actually acted like we cared
For this is all sincere so don’t take offense
But going on like this doesn’t make sense
Not on you, but on this absurdity I give up
Because my life is just too good to let you continue to interrupt
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Graduation to Life
Today is the last day of your past
You’re equipped to play your part in the role you were cast
Now is the time to look forward and conquer your future
To prove to yourself more than others that you really are mature
Memories you made can be used to look back and reminisce
But if you look too long, all the new experiences you’re sure to miss
From this day forward, remember that God has put the entire world in your hands
Not just your backyard or down the street, but also far and distant lands
He has already answered your prayer to live a life outside of the box
But you must be sure you’re there to answer when opportunity knocks
Here you go into foreign territory
But that’s what you gotta do to prepare an original ending to your story
Where you go, you’ll never be alone
We were brought together so we can be each other’s ‘mobile home’
The unity here does not stop when we leave from inside these walls
It goes everywhere, and is always ready with open arms when one of us falls
Every face and name you may not know
But these will be the faces you look to when you hit that low
Precise promises one should never make
But I’m willing to bet that as long as we’re invited, we’ll be with you every step you take
We’re all headed the same way
And many of us have been where you are now, here in present day
Utilize your talents and abilities, whatever they might be
So that in the end we can all tell God, “there’s nothing left, I used every gift you gave me.”
You’re equipped to play your part in the role you were cast
Now is the time to look forward and conquer your future
To prove to yourself more than others that you really are mature
Memories you made can be used to look back and reminisce
But if you look too long, all the new experiences you’re sure to miss
From this day forward, remember that God has put the entire world in your hands
Not just your backyard or down the street, but also far and distant lands
He has already answered your prayer to live a life outside of the box
But you must be sure you’re there to answer when opportunity knocks
Here you go into foreign territory
But that’s what you gotta do to prepare an original ending to your story
Where you go, you’ll never be alone
We were brought together so we can be each other’s ‘mobile home’
The unity here does not stop when we leave from inside these walls
It goes everywhere, and is always ready with open arms when one of us falls
Every face and name you may not know
But these will be the faces you look to when you hit that low
Precise promises one should never make
But I’m willing to bet that as long as we’re invited, we’ll be with you every step you take
We’re all headed the same way
And many of us have been where you are now, here in present day
Utilize your talents and abilities, whatever they might be
So that in the end we can all tell God, “there’s nothing left, I used every gift you gave me.”
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